Crew Member Shares Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Harassment After Historic Trip

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also included celebrity crewmates.

The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, describing a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the flight.

She described the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Buried Under Misogyny

The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and conducted tests during the mission, said everything she had worked for – including her studies and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her background – was drowned out under the deluge of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.

Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.

The Fog Begins to Lift

Months following achieving her goal, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she said.

She concluded that even with the backlash, important benefits had emerged from the experience, including elevated attention for her scientific work and platforms for her activism.

About the Mission

The self-operating New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that passed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.

The group of women also comprised leaders in different industries.

The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a Amazon founder.